[92] 母鷹小鷹

小鷹把疲憊的眼皮慢慢睜開，眼神凝視在母鷹睡覺的神態，心中不禁浮起一絲絲的傷感。小鷹從母鷹那溫暖的翅膀爬出來，把母鷹從美好的甜夢中給吵醒來了。雖然好想在夢裏多逗留一會兒，但事實畢竟還是要面對，美好的一切就像昨日的夕陽一樣短暫。

小鷹把身上的羽毛給甩干，尖利的鷹喙除了獵食之外也擔起了瘙癢的角色。小鷹把它那雙被露水沾濕了的翅膀展開，用鷹喙慢條斯理地整理那褐、黑、白色相間的羽毛。母鷹看著自立的小鷹，心裏感到一線欣慰，但心頭大石依然放不下，心知一切就從近日改變。

小鷹站在懸崖上，遙望著在無邊無際的天空中翺翔著的朋友們，無憂無慮、自由自在，好像飛往天堂似的，但東一個的、西一個的，寬廣的天空似乎也把彼此之間的感情綫給鬆綁了；低頭一望，看到的只有千丈之下的岩石地獄，恐懼頓時把脆弱的水晶勇氣給琢碎了一半。前方的路只有兩條：一、“不遠千里”，在空中雄偉地翺翔；二、“一落千丈”，被大海殘忍地吞沒。

母鷹挺著胸膛，神情驕傲地站在小鷹身後十步，一臉放鬆的樣子，可是内心是多麽憂慮。擔心的不是小鷹無法展翅高飛，而是小鷹四肢發達，卻頭腦簡單。小鷹一直都生活在母鷹舒適溫暖的懷抱中，對外面的世界有所不知。母鷹擔心的，是小鷹在弱肉強食的世界裏處處碰釘子。翅膀雖然長硬了，卻還是只乳臭未乾、有勇無謀的小鷹。

小鷹望著遙遠的天邊，心情既刺激又緊張，可是懸崖之下既是一去不回頭的葬身之地！！想到這點，小鷹的雙腳突然軟了，徘徊在腦裏也只有“去還是不去？”的疑問句。。。

即將稱大學生的朋友們，
我們現在也豈不像小鷹一樣猶豫不決、依依不捨嗎？

[91] I Just Wanna Be Happy

I'm feeling kinda upset at the moment, for some reasons which I couldn't share publicly on the net. So, I decided to blog on something I like and enjoy, something that makes me happy. It's American Idol time again!!! *Not again....* Bare with me, ok??

It has been more than a week since the finale of American Idol season 9. And with Project Runway, which is another reality show that I like, replacing it's airtime on 8TV, I figure out it would be the best time to blog on some of the best moments of American Idol season 9 from my perspective.

5th: Didi Benami performing "Terrified" during Hollywood week.

Reason: Didi stood out the most during that period. She was in a class of her own.

4th: Siobhan Magnus performing "When You Believe" during Top 7 Inspirational Song week.

Reason: Siobhan left her high shrieking voice aside and worked one of my favourite song out. Although harshly criticised by the judges during live performance, the studio version of the song was heartfelt and emotional.

3rd: Crystal Bowersox performing "People Get Ready" during the same week.

Reason: Crystal burst into tears singing this song, and if I'm not wrong, it's the first time any contestant teared out during performance. She even got complimented for that outstanding performance.

2nd: Lee Dewyze and Crystal Bowersox's "Falling Slowly" duet during Top 4 Songs From The Movies week

Reason: The song was flawlessly performed!!! It sounded so well, that I barely can forget how it was like. The live performance was like something from the radio, as quoted by one of the judges.

1st: Past Idols' "Together We Are One" in tribute to Simon Cowell's farewell

Reason: Reuniting alumni of American Idol showing the world how life-changing the show could be, even if it means getting harshly beaten up by the words of a Brit, with the perfect choice of song and the perfect outfits, this I really can't forget!!

I don't expect anyone to read the whole thing, watched all the videos, agreeing with me and eventually leaving a comment. I just want to think of happy thoughts and continue my life. I will be impervious to all the bad things that happen or happened and not letting them impinge on my daily life. They will not be my undoing, and will not thwart me from achieving my goals.