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[84] Midnight POST!!!

惊奇吗?
用华语写部落格
还是半夜篇
更惊奇的还有




我中了!!!
中了什么呀???
中了爱滋??
中了马票??
不~~~
是中了新加坡国立大学药剂学!!!
终于被录取了!!
真的开心极了~~
又多一个梦想实践了




接下来
还有更多手续要办
更多难关要过
更多金钱要付
!!!
(别想这么多了,船到桥头自然直吗。。。)




下一步
就要买手提电脑了
被朋友劝了劝后
对这架特别有兴趣

Asus A52JR W7HP




妈~~~
又要辛苦您啦!!
(要快点买给我哦。。。)


[83] Of Flaws, Changes and Growing Up

Haven't been blogging as much lately..
Just doesn't feel like it...
Maybe in a few months' time when I'm in uni...
Then probably I'll have more privacy to do so...

Recently, a few friends of mine have been blogging about "flaws", "changes" and "growing up"...
Kinda interesting topics and related to each other...
Here's my view on that...

It's a man's natural instinct to criticise people...
The way a person looks... The way a person thinks...
The way a person acts... The way a person behaves..
Because everyone has flaws...

Everyone, and I do mean EVERYONE (yes, including you you-hot-looking-stuff-in-front of-the-monitor-reading-my-blog-right-now-person)..
It doesn't matter how flawed a person is...
It matters the most when we admit that we are indeed FLAWED...
It takes much courage to do so...
"I'm short.. I'm fat... I'm not good-looking... I suck in sports... I'm a nerd..."

So what if I'm all of the above???
Does it mean that my life is DOOMED???
Does it mean that I should die so that i do not pass this "disease" of flaws on??
Well... Some of us, in a way, do think like this, do we??
But not me... Yes.. We are beautifully flawed...
I might suck in sports... But I definitely excel in my studies...
Does that make me a nerd???
If you wanna put it that way, be my guest...
I don't mind... Maybe just a bit...

But... Do I have to live with my flaws all my life???
Do I have back away from doing sports 'cos I suck at it??
Do I have to feel embarrassed just because my body looks like a pumpkin??
NO!!! Some flaws can be "fixed"... Some flaws can be "beautified"..
Not all though... I'm short as I am... And I know that...
Others, can be "treated"...
My body for example... I can work out so that I look less "prosperous"..
It helps improve my health too....
I can also participate in sports even though I'm not good at it... Just for fun..
The only matter that is in the way is US... OURSELVES...

We have to take the first step ourselves... To change our mindset...
Then only everything else will come easily....
It's just like growing up... A scary yet inevitable process...
We can't always tell people "Hello Uncle, I'm 5 years old. And I wanna poo poo..."
We grow... Our bodies change... So as our mind...
We grow lots of hair (you know what I mean, right?)... Our appearance changes...
And... Our thoughts mature... We think differently as before...
Why??? Why CAN we grow???
It's because that we want to... It's because we accept all those changes in us...

Yes... Our childhood is sweet... Lots of enjoyment... No stress...
Just like our flaws... As beautiful as it is...
But... Our teens are even sweeter... We learn things...
We meet people... We go places... But we have changed...
Just like our "polished" flaws.. More beautiful as before...

*Some things changed, some will be the same.*

[82] A Change - Is What I Need

Came by this great song the other day on the radio
It doesn't sound like the kind of music I like to listen to
What caught my attention was the lyrics
It infuses life into lifeless body
It injects hope to the hopeless
It colours up a grey day

Dun believe me???
Try it...

Flipsyde - A Change



[Verse 1]
If it wasn’t for my pain
Then I wouldn’t know my strength
If it wasn’t for my future
I won’t be fightin here today

And of course, I know my way up
Cause I fell the same way down
What matters is what you do
When the troubles come around

Take a step now
Get up on your feet
Gotta be brave
No clouds above thee

Follow your heart
And then you’ll see
There’s always a way
Hold on tight
Tomorrow will bring
Every key to every locked dream
It ain’t hard as it seems

[Chorus]
Baby don’t cry
Things are bout to change
Baby don’t cry
Things are bout to change
And all the hurt and the tears
Will be just history
And all the doubts and the stress
Will be just history
And all the hurt and the tears
Will be just history
And all the doubts and the stress
Will be just history

[Verse 2]
Your mind carries heavy weight
And your knees are kinda weak
You wanna run and fly away
But you hurt the wound is deep

You feel like it’s time to give up
When your soul is cryin loud
Nothing lasts forever
You will find your way

Take a step now
Get up on your feet
Gotta be brave
No clouds above thee

Follow your heart
And then you’ll see
There’s always a way
Hold on tight
Tomorrow will bring
Every key to every locked dream
It ain’t hard as it seems

[Chorus]
Baby don’t cry
Things are bout to change
Baby don’t cry
Things are bout to change
And all the hurt and the tears
Will be just history
And all the doubts and the stress
Will be just history
And all the hurt and the tears
Will be just history
And all the doubts and the stress
Will be just history

[Verse 3]
I only wanna be a real man
I already got a real plan
I ain’t gotta be rich
I ain’t gotta have wealth

I just do the best I can
Cause the life of a child
Innocent’s worth more
Than a ring and ya new jeans

Got love in my life
And that’s all that I need
You believe and you succeed
And through the pain and the hard times

We push on with our head high
Each one reach one clothe one feed one
Do it right now, its time

Things about to change
Oh yes, we can
Things about to change
Yes yes we can

Things about to change
Oh yes, we can
Things about to change
Yes yes we can

Things about to change
Oh yes, we can
Things about to change
Yes yes we can

[Chorus]
Baby don’t cry
Things are bout to change
Baby don’t cry
Things are bout to change
And all the hurt and the tears
Will be just history
And all the doubts and the stress
Will be just history
And all the hurt and the tears
Will be just history
And all the doubts and the stress
Will be just history

[81] April's COOL!!!

Nope
Nothing's wrong with the title
Why then?
?
?
?


Cos' April's COOL!!!!!
Happy sweet 19!!!!
To me
(in a few days!!!)


(Happy April Fool!!!)

Happy Easter Day!!!