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[77] Blessed...

*Disclaimer: No BRAGGING was involved in the production of this post!!!


Well... I dun have to say much...
The photo pretty much speaks for itself...
A dream came true!!!!
It's definitely a blessing...

With this blessing... I know...
Greater challenges lie ahead...
And facing the public is one of them...
People i know keep saying this to me...
"I saw you on the papers!!!"
"I saw you on the TV!!!"
Please... STOP!!!!!
I hate the publicity!!!

Peoples' expectation seem to be another challenge...
Medicine seems to be their choice for me....
M-E-D-I-C-I-N-E!!!!
Arghhh..... More bio!!!!
Honestly... I'm more of the chemistry/laboratory guy wanting to work in a hospital...
Pharmacy seems to be my top choice...
But i'm not saying that my ambition is to be a pharmacist...
Really interested in doing research work...
If you know me.. You probably know that i have a BIG dream...
A real BIG one!!!

Anyhow... Speaking bout blessings...
The greatest blessing is not getting that 5 FLAT i always endeavoured...
Neither is it being top STPM scorer of the state...

My greatest blessing is having a bunch of GREAT and BEST FRIENDS to celebrate my joy with...
The Form 6 gang... Esp the U6B1s...
Ming Sheng, Yi Kai, Kok Chow, Yoon Teng, Kar Yeng, Wai San, Siew Yee....
No matter what are your results...
We've shed tears and shared laughter together...
All all these moments will forever be with me...
Be proud of yourselves.... We will go a long long way!!!

And esp to Wai Nyin... I'm not sure what to say...
Feel free to be insecure... Open up to people and feel their love!!!
And the Form 5 gang... Thanks for all the congratz...
My FB is full of your wishes... Good luck to all of you...

Here's a classic chinese song... I think everyone has heard of it before...
I think no song is more appropriate to be posted now than this...
Just wonder deep into the lyrics... You'll C what i felt!!!




FRIENDSHIP
The forever sailing ship... A cruise that will never end!!!

[76] We Are Still Stars!!!

In less than 24 hours...
2009 STPM students from all over the country will be getting their results...
Which by the way... Includes me and my fellow comrades...
I guess i dun have to mention names... You know who you are...

Well... No matter what the result is tomorrow..
Whether it's a streak of A's... Or a few misses...
Or even if it's not what you've expected it to be (in a bad way)...
Just remember this...
We will still shine through the dark...
Our glow will pierce through even the darkest nights...
Because WE ARE THE STARS!!!!
And even though we dun achieve what is expected by our school...
Our teachers... Our parents... Or even ourselves...
WE ARE STILL STARS!!!!
In the hearts of each other.....

If you're nervous...
If you're anxious...
If you're nerve-wrecked...
If you can't focus on any other things but the slow moving time...
If you can't sleep even if you've counted sheeps till 1568 and still going on...
Just relax... Just chill...
Just pray... Pray to God... For peace... And quiet...
And... Listen back to our song...
The song Ming Sheng, Say Lin and I... And the rest of the class produced...
Trust me... It's the best song to listen to in this instant...



Maybe i'm not the right one to give any advice...
You might probably be thinking...
"Someone who does constantly well in every exam like you should have nothing to worry about... Except for how you are going to brag to the media..."
To me... The world is full of uncertainties...
And i learned it the hard way back in Form 5...
Even in Form 6 i had my down times...
But now that i've seen the troughs and the peaks...
I know i can handle my emotions...
A's.... B's.... They are already common....

But i'll still breakdown if i get a C!!!

[75] My Personality???

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion||||||||||||||56%
Stability||||||||||||43%
Orderliness||||||||||||||||||76%
Accommodation||||||||||||43%
Intellectual||||||||||||50%
Interdependence||||||||||||||||||||90%
Mystical||||||||||||50%
Materialism||||||||||||50%
Narcissism||||||||||||||60%
Adventurousness||10%
Work ethic||||20%
Conflictseeking||10%
Need to dominate||||||||||||50%
Romantic||||20%
Avoidant||||||||||||50%
Anti-authority||||||||||||||||||80%
Wealth||10%
Dependency||||||||||||||||70%
Change averse||||||||||||||60%
Cautiousness||||||||||||||||||80%
Individuality||||||||||||||||70%
Sexuality||||||||||40%
Peter pancomplex||||||||||||50%
Histrionic||||||||||||||||70%
Vanity||||||||||||50%
Artistic||||||30%
Hedonism||||20%
Physicalfitness||||||||||||||||70%
Religious||||||||||||50%
Paranoia||||||||||||50%
Hypersensitivity||||||||||||43%
Indie||10%

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Stability results were moderately low
which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were high
which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extroversion results were moderately high
which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.


Trait Snapshot:

clean, organized, dislikes chaos, semi neat freak, perfectionist, traditional, realist, fits in most places, enjoys managing others, risk averse, good at saving money, prudent, respects authority, high self control, hard working, does not like to stand out, follows the rules, finisher, resilient, takes precautions, cautious, honest, unfamiliar with the dark side of life, practical, dutiful

What do you think??

Find out yours here!!!

[74] Zapped!!! Shocked!!!

Missed my movie reviews??? Here's one...
Can you guess which is it based on the title of this post???
































Did you guessed correctly??
No prize for correct guesses though....
Yup... Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief...
Zap... Shock... It's pretty obvious...
You'll get the hang of it in my next movie reviews...

First thing first... I have to admit...
The title and the poster doesn't seem to impress or attract me much in the beginning...
But... I totally got interested when i saw the trailer on TV...
GREEK GODS??!!!!
It's about GREEK MYTHOLOGY!!!!!

Let's talk bout the bad things first....
There's NONE!!!!
Except for the fact that the producers didn't make it into 3D...
If not... It would be like the no. 1 movie I watched so far...
Now it's just in second place right after Avatar...
In my list of course....

Here's the I-like-it-because-of part....

One

I'm totally fond of Greek and Egyptian mythology....
Mainly because the names of the Gods and Their titles kinda draw my attention:
-Zeus~God of all Gods...
-Poseidon~God of the Seas and Oceans...
-Hades~God of the Underworld...
-Athena~Goddess of Wisdom...
Not forgetting the mythical beasts...
Minotaurs... Hydras... Centaurs...
Satyr.... Fury... (Only today i came to know bout these two)
This show kinda bring all those together...
The funny thing is... All of these seem to be gathered in America..

Two

The new faces and familiar ones from TV shows...
I've gotta give credit for the casting crew...
They really brought in some fresh, handsome/pretty, likable faces into the show...
Unlike some pale looking red-eyed vampire...
The few main characters of the show are pretty awesome looking...

Your everyday-looking teenager Logan Lerman
as Percy Jackson, son of Poseidon


The hot irresistible teenage girl Alexandra Daddario
as Annabeth, daughter of Athena


Young charming guy Jake Abel
as Luke, son of Hermes (God's Messenger and God of Trade)


And.. If you're a TV fan like me...
You should be able to recognise at least two faces from this one....


Ring any bells????
CSI fans sure have no problem spotting Melina Kanakaredes...
She's the lady in this picture... Playing Athena...
And the guy at right side....
Those who watched Grey's Anatomy before sure won't forget about him...
Kevin McKidd's playing the role of Poseidon....
The trident tattoo in this one just rocks!!!!


Three

The plot is just fantastic!!!!
As the story goes on... There is a build up of suspense in me...
"Why is it like this? What will follow after this? how is this possible?"
The story's development is clean cut and easy to understand...
Slightly boosted with some humor... Which made the show more enjoyable...

Four

Last but not least... The amazing effects be it visual or audio...
It just blows me away!!! Literally...
Sitting in the fifth row (counted from the screen)...
Each BOOM and RAWW just make your senses go crazy...
Even in 2D the effects are damn great...
If it's in 3D... I'll watch it like 3 times... IN A ROW!!!!

Planning to watch a great show????
THIS IS THE ONE!!!!
You dun have to trust me or my taste...
(Between you and me... My taste sucks!!! Just look at this blog....)
Just give it a try... I consider my 6 bucks well spent...

Here's some scenes from the movie which i felt was hilarious...

Medusa looking way modern than she should be...

Stoned fans??? Who cares... Let's have a photo...

"Hey.. This i-Phone goes well with my style!!!"

[73] Updates!!!!!

Can't believe it's already halfway through the 15-day CNY celebration...
Oh ya... Before I forget....

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

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Screaming for updates??? Here's some...

1- CNY visitations

Festive seasons like this bring lots of opportunity for gatherings...
It's the time for existing bonds to be strengthen and broken ones to be repaired...
It's meaningless to celebrate alone...
No parents... No grandparents... No relatives...
No teachers... No friends..
AHH!!! I can't imagine living a life of solitude like this!!!

Joined my class's visitation to some of our beloved teachers' house...
A tradition that has long been pioneered by our seniors and passed on year by year...
Sadly to say... Some of our classmates were unable to make it...
Nevertheless... We had great fun even with only half the class..

First stop... Mr. "Biology/Acupuncturist" Choong Kin Sang...
He'll be the one that I'll keep in mind...
The only teacher that gives us a note and a red envelope separately...
And ask us to insert the note into the red envelope...


Next... Mdm. "Pure mathematics Expert" Chee Mei Lin...
Generously served us with BBQ pork and chicken slices, a variety of cookies...
And... Her high school and wedding photos!!!!!
Pretty Ms. Chee back then....


And then we headed to Mr. "Chemistry/Sarcastic" Chua Chun See..
Expecting to see the fish we saw last year...
But he said he "steamed" it....
Wonder where was it.....


Not forgetting... Ms. "Mathematics Statistics/Vegetarian" Chee Kuan Cheong...
Lots of cookies... But my taste buds sorta have low affinity for them...
Helped her opened a FB account...
People out there... Ms. Chee got FB liao!!!!


Last stop.. Mr. "PA statistics/Class Teacher" Tan Sai Hoi...
His house was like brand new...
Even though he said he moved in in 2002...
The chocolate cake his wife made was damn good!!!!


I also joined the Sixth Form Society comm visitation to Mdm. Lau Phooi Har's place on another day...
Bumped into the U6B2 gang there as well...
Who cares... The more the MERRIER!!!


2-25022010

Secret code?? Nah....
STPM result day!!!!!
Got the news when i was in Mdm. lau's place...
"Big news... Gotta forward it..." was kinda like what crossed my mind at that time...
Not a sense of nervousness...
Excited?? Probably... But certainly not fear...
Guess the whole Form 6 thing really changed me...

3-74->72=???

Another code??? Lol...
Weighed myself at Mr. Choong's the other day...
72kg??? Was i fatter??? I dun think so....
But 2kg drop during CNY???
Impossible!!! Mr. Choong should get a new balance...

4-Bye Bye Yi Kai!!!

Yi Kai's leaving for IMU... First of our classmate to get out of the miserable wait to uni..
He's doing a degree in chiropractic...
Which means that he'll be dealing with the backbone... A LOT!!!!
Good luck in your studies...
Must come out yumcha if i'm gonna be in KL...
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Enough of the updates i guess....
Gonna have a hard time deciding my near future...
Next 4 years to be exact...
But i believe everything will be smooth sailing...
Once it's on the right track...
Just hope that i land on the right one!!!

[72] Kris Allen Will Be In Town!!!!

It's true.... Kris Allen will be arriving in Malaysia!!!!
Or at least in KL...
Pff... Only Kl-ians get the greatest stuffs in the world!!


The winner of AI 8 (8th Season of American Idol just in case you're living an isolated life) is scheduled to arrive in KL on 8 Feb to promote AI 9 (i dun suppose i have to tell you what does this means)...
And... Hitz FM is giving out passes to meet and greet the dude!!!
So if you're a huge fan of Kris and wouldn't want to miss the chance to meet him in person...
Tune in to Hitz FM!!!
(Disclaimer: I'm not promoting this radio station...)
Dun worry... I won't be able to make it... But... I'm still a huge fan of him!!!!!

Kris Allen rocks in red!!! At least he's not GAY!!!

Guess who else will be arriving in Malaysia in mid 2010???
Can't guess??? At all????
Maybe you haven been reading the papers lately....
Here's a link: THE STAR ONLINE


Martha Stewart!!!!


Made famous by her daily morning show in the states The Martha Stewart Show...
And not forgetting her own The Martha Stewart Apprentice...
Martha is one of the many personalities I find interesting...
As a model-turned-entrepreneur, Martha is sure diversified...
From the kitchen to petting to running a business...
You really learn a lot of stuffs from her show...

It's not a new thing that Malaysia has attracted a lot of international stars...
Whether actors.. Singers... Hosts... Etc...
Whether for the food.. Or it's natural environment..
Or simply the various diversified cultures and traditions we have here...
There's always good comments on the country...
Should we buy it?? Let's just keep it this way...
There's always a good side and bad side for anything...

I think it's time to end this post...
Here's a band that have previously performed in Malaysia...
Lead by the second runner up for AI 7 Chris Daughtry...
Here's Daughtry with OVer You...
Smallville fans might find the song familiar though....

Over You ~ Daughtry


Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.