Berserker Deep Down

~ My Life ~ My Journey ~ My Destiny ~

A nice song to interoduce...

If Today Was Your Last Day ~ Nickleback


Dunno whether it's a new song... Or an old one....
Love the feel....
And the lyrics...
I'll give it a 20 out of a 10!!!
Especially this line...
"Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
"

People often regard me as the smart one...
Despite my age (a year younger), I have better grades than them...
All of them thought... It was natural...
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ

It's not...

And if today was (should be were) my last day...
I wouldn't spend it on my studies...
Not a bit...
Family... Friends... All of you matter to me the most...
I've never had a better day in the previous years compared to this one year in Form 6...

Lets just make the next half year count...
Lets make our GRADUATION SONG a success, shall we?
Lets make our DOWN MEMORY LANE memorable, shall we?
Lets make our DREAMS come true, shall we?

Together, we shall shine...

Here's the lyrics... Enjoy the song by selecting it on the playlist...

If Today Was Your Last Day ~ Nickleback

My best friend gave me the best advice

He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

Attention...

Going to blog on my BUSY week this weekend...

Why busy?

4 Quizzes
3 Projects
2 Subjects (to study)
1 Week!!!!

Busy..... Busy..... Busy.....

(Not forgetting some personal problems with friends..... Haiz...)

Graduation Song (Part 2)

Went for the first recording of the my class' graduation song...
In Ming Sheng's church again...
The last time i went there was during last year's Sixth Form Night practice...
Such nostalgic to be back there after one year...
Dunno why i joined them... But i'm glad i'm there... To help out...

Actually... With all the instruments combined and harmonizing almost to perfection...
The result... As i expected... Was more than we expected...

There's just one problem... There's not enough musicians to go with the instruments we've selected...
And we are going to stick with those few instruments...
Let's hope in a week's time... There'll be a solution...

I think... in one more recording... The song will be ready to be submitted...
And in that last recording... We'll throw in another bunch of surprises..
And they we'll make the song... Well... A WINNER!!!

I hope...

grAdUAtIOn sOng

It has been a year in Sam Tet....
For some of us (esp. girls)... It's only a year...
For for most of the guys... It has been ANOTHER year...
What's the difference???

Well.... Never mind...
Anyway... Another few more months and we'll all be graduating...
Going our own ways... Like everyone else...
What we have to remind us of each other...
Photos.... Videos....
And a graduation song...
THE graduation song...

A lot of my classmates seems to be, well, dissatisfied with the song Ming Sheng and I have came up with...
"It's too slow..."
"It's too boring..."
"It's not memorable..."
"The lyrics are not right..."
Is it?

Maybe some of them don't have the slightest idea what is it like....
Or what it'll be....

Or maybe it is what they say it is...

It was not easy to come up with such a melody...
Credits to Ming Sheng of course...
So are the lyrics...
It wasn't easy either to find "musicians" (I think I'll just keep the instruments as a secret)...

Maybe when the whole song is completed and recorded in perfection...
Then all of them will acknowledge it...

Maybe then it'll be the one song everyone will remember...

Remember people... No matter what's the outcome...
We are all STARS!!!

lIbrArIAn's AnnuAl dInnEr

Have been so busy preparing for the 39th Students Board of Librarians Annual Dinner for the whole week...
Being part of the OC of such a poorly formed team is really stressing....
Nothing was completed... Until the last second...

Being the MC of such an event was even taxing...
Haiz... What could i say... I had fun... But fun wasn't the only thing i had...

Sad to say.. Everything was not well rehearsed...
And everything was quite... Impromptu!!
And yet someone (who was a useless OC but not the MC) critisised that i made the atmosphere DULL!!!
Eventually, he did make a lot of noise and the event was like a pasar malam out of control...

Did i mentioned we held this event in a restaurant of a 3-star hotel?
Embarrassing!!!

But none of them felt embarrassed...
Even EMBARRASSING!!!!

Haiz... Enough with the sad part...
Here's the fun part.. I got a lot of photos!!!
Memorable moments...

The Theme ~ Destined Togetherness 缘聚

The 4 most "critisised" person ~ MCs

The MCs and ex-Deputy ~ Kent

The Celebrated ~ 39th Students Board of Librarians committee

The Master Planners ~ The OCs

The Wall of Fame

My initial intention to become a librarian was to learn how to use the photocopying machine..
Lolx...
What i got.... Was more than i expected...
Here's some of the people i would like to show my gratitude...

The Joker ~ Jor Yi
The first librarian i've ever worked with (Librarian's Day Booklet)

The Teeth/Vase ~ Pui Voon
Thx for letting me calling you names and not getting angry bout them

The Joke ~ Ying Xuan
There's so much to talk bout you...
Probably everything bout you makes people laugh...

The Push ~ Wai Nyin
Special guest invited personally by Miss Chee (the Head teacher advisor)
His negativity always countered by my positivity...

Last but not least...
The U6B1s

The Repairman ~ Yi Kai
From Computers to OHPs to repairing broken friendships

The "Guy" ~ Siew Yee
Told you to wear a DRESS!!! Lol...

The Monkey ~ Chia Ying
The Reader ~ Pui Si
The "Sister-in-Law" ~ Wai Kuan
So sorry ar... Din have time to take photo with you...


This is for you all....

The Award ~ Outstanding Librarian
We all deserved it...

And especially for all readers...
The best two photos i've captured...

Two sadly looking young lady...
Looks like they shopped till they dropped....


Let's just call it a year... Fellow Form 5 and Form 6 librarians...


frIEnds? nO mOrE....

you said you dun wan to be awake
you said you dun wan to know
I TRUSTED YOU

BUT IT WAS ALL A LIE...

for many times i thought
it was just coincidence
but
it's not

for many times i thought
you would change
but
you would not


i treated you like a friend
i was wrong
i treated you like a pal
i was wrong
i treated you like a bro
i was wrong

there's nothing much to do
but to say to you

I'M SORRY
WE HAVE TO GO OUR OWN WAY

if you wan to mess up lifes
mess up your own's
don't mess up mine

if you wan tell lies
tell them to yourself
don't tell me lies...

blOg gOt fIxed...

Just forget bout the blog gone wrong thingy...

It just got fixed!!!

mUEt fEAr...

It's a Sunday... So i've decided to figure a way to make my blog, well, more attractive...
BUT... i ended up DESTROYING it...
Haiz... Things may seem to be the same... but if you look closer... IT"S NOT...

Here I PLEA to all pro bloggers out there to help me with the templates and stuff...
Can't seem to figure out the HTML on my own...


Anyway... The May MUET results is finally coming out....
And i do mean FINALLY!!!
It's only about 11 hours away...

I'm sure a lot of stomachs, at this time, are being invaded by butterflies...
Well... I'm too...

There's actually a lot of people out there who thinks i'm good in studies...
Well... Maybe I am... But I don't think so...
Everything seems so unexpected to me...

As for the MUET results... I actually have a hunch of getting Band 5...
But... What if I don't? What if its only a Band 4?
Or what if i'm better? What if its a Band 6?
There's just so many possibilities...

I admit it....

I'm scared...
I'm terrified...
I'm horrified...
Of destiny...

But...

I won't flea...
I won't hide....
I won't run away...
From destiny....


Because...

It's my destiny...

And what i need is...


Hope...
Faith...
Luck..
.

Because i've done all i can....
And it's a matter of time till i know...

My Destiny...


AUtObOts, rOllOUt!!!

I had a guys' day-out at the cinema with Ming Sheng, Jee Bin...
And Say Lin (who was unsure whether he wants to join us or not)...
And as the title suggests...
TRANFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

Actually... I'm not such a fan of the movie...
I'm more of the cartoon type... You know...
What i think is that it's a more sophisticated version of the original cartoon...

But i did actually enjoyed part of it... Especially the funny parts....
Like the guys accidentally tazed himself... and when bumble bee cried...
Those were humorous...

The cast was great with MEGAN FOX as the lead actress...

Nice pose....

But SHIA LEBOUF???
JOSH DUHAMEL
should be Sam.... What a waste...
Anyway... I'm giving credits for his amazing act in astronomy class...
It's not easy to act like a weird guy who got shocked by electricity...

Since i didn't catch the first movie... I thought i had a lot left out...
But to my suprise... The show was actually quite... AMAZING!!!
It wasn't confusing at all...
Just a little too long... Yawned for a few times half way through the movie...

Definitely a must watch this year!!!
Here's the trailer (link) for those who are having second thoughts...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7InTpNWJ4HQ




wEEkEnd gEtAwAy

Nothing like a good trip to relax myself...
On Sunday, I went to Cameron Highlands with my aunts and uncles from my mom's side...
Can you believe that some of them have NEVER been to Cameron before!!!!


So we had lunch at Tringkap before heading to my 舅公's vegetable garden... My first impression was we were going somewhere low... But....

I ended up on the bank of a LAND ROVER!!!

The garden was quite up high in the wild... But it was really NICE!!!
There were lots of veges... Most importantly...

They're not mosses... They're marchantia...

They're for the biology project back at school...Amazing huh....
Feel so much satisfied to be able to get some on my own...

I also spotted this dragonfly on one of the ponds they have...


Anyway... We managed to stroll around some markets by the guidance of these two little guides...

They're my 舅公's grandsons... They managed to explain quite a number of things to us....

The markets were almost closing at the time we reached there... ALMOST...
I managed to snap some pictures on what i think Cameron Highlands is to me....

Strawberries.... You can't possibly go there without seeing them...
Spotted this cute hairy trio....

Pitcher plants... Phew.. They cost a fo
rtune...
Flowers... LOTS OF FLOWERS...These would be nice as wallpapers
About 7pm... We left.... Hoping to come back sometime in the near future...

Notice

Attention to fellow visitors...

I'll be quite busy this coming weekend...
So the blog will be stagnant for a few days...

But not to worry...

I'LL BE BACK !!!(as quoted from Terminator)


Studies VS Entertainment...

Really feeling the stress this few days...
An this latest news isn't gonna make me feel better:


STPM TRIAL EXAM IS ON THE FIRST WEEK OF SEPTEMBER!!!

I've already prepared a simple plan for my studies...
Everything seems to be so packed...

Monday,Tuesday ~ Pengajian Am
Wednesday, Thursday ~ Biology, Chemistry
Friday ~ Physics
Saturday, Sunday ~ Maths

Nope... You're reading is perfect... I'm taking 5 SUBJECTS!!!
That's why i'm stressed.... Way stressed...

Balancing time hasn't been easy for me...
Though basically I do seem to have more time than others...

But between STUDIES and ENTERTAINMENT?
I really can't choose...
Both seems equally important...

I dun wanna be the bookworm i was...
Yet i dun wanna be the guy who only plays... And continue playing!!!


Maybe there's a way out ~ THERE ALWAYS IS!!!


But in the mean time... I guess i just have to cope...
Cope with EVERYTHING...
EVERYTHING...